19.11.12

17 going on adulthood

"We used to say we won’t get olderIt’ll be alrightWe wait to change and then it’s over,But it’ll be alrightAll those years we used to knowAll those dreams won’t go"
"We’ve gotten strange we’ve gotten olderIt’ll be alrightI miss the days when we were soberBut it’ll be alrightAll those yearsWe used to knowAll those dreams won’t go"



This song is completely applicable to my life in every way, as a girlfriend, as a daughter, as a friend, as a student, as an acquaintance, as a human being. This song makes me very emotional.

I've spent a lot of my high school career, especially now, looking back on my past, on who I used to be. Looking at, and analyzing my baggage and my yesterdays as if it were all some negative weight that was holding me down; as if it had changed me into a different person today.

Sometimes, as a child, as a teen, as a young adult, as an adult and beyond, you have to look in the mirror and really face yourself. Take off your makeup, let your hair down, cry a little and look at yourself. Not your reflection, not who you want to see staring back at you, not who you hope to see staring back at you. The real you.

Thank yourself for getting you where you are standing right now.
Appreciate all of the hard work you have done day after day after day, and will continue to do, its there for a good reason.
Recognize that every single day you change, you grow, you learn, you test the waters, you fuck up, you fuck up again, you cry, you laugh, you scream in rage for no reason, you get wasted and swear off alcohol and then do it all over again the next night.
Realize that you will be forever changing, forever growing, forever learning, and love that about yourself. Don't let anyone ever tell you to change, tell you to be different, tell you to be someone that they used to know. You are you and you know what you're doing even when it feels like you don't.



On a side note, this song fucking rocks.

12.11.12

My Summer 2012 Nails

Hey guys, sorry this took so long! I'm sure there were more after these over the summer, I just happened to get carried away and didn't take pictures of them! If you have any questions about how i did any of these, let me know!
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You're my first love

Hey guys, adventure club just released a new jam. Literally JUST released it. It's really really good,


Enjoy ;)

3.9.12

Shut The Trapdoor

So, for all of you die-hard EDM fans (such as myself) here is a new fad in our magical world. This new trend belongs to the hip hop AND to the dubstep family, essentially it is dubstep for those who prefer, ahem, twerking.
Turn your speaks up and twerk your heart out.

9.8.12

This post holds a lot of photographs and summer memories. Read at your own risk.

Hey guys, miss me? ;) I wasn't expecting to completely ditch my blog and do things this summer, but I went got myself a life (along with a few new pairs of shoes). Who woulda thunk! Now that schools just around the corner, and i've got to start training myself to actually go to sleep at night, I figured I could probably manage my blog adequately. 

To your guys' delight, I will attempt to sum up my summer in as few photographs as possible (be prepared.) 



Hit play for the time of your life

Prom 2012, I will always remember trying to get kicked out for grinding.





 My amazing boyfriend took me to New York for my birthday, the next day we spent lazily on a beach only to drive home hours later, stopping at this amazing seafood restaurant.




 



On said beach (Long Beach, Long Island) I received a tan, that of which disappeared in a matter of days.




Camp Bisco XI. If you haven't been, go. If you go every year, keep going. This festival was one of the best experiences of my life. I recommend it to everyone, even those who don't like EDM or drugs. 





This was on site at Camp Bisco, a working ferris wheel that lit up along with the beats of all of your favorite EDM artists. ;) 




I could not have asked (BEGGED) two better people to join Aidan and I along with us.




Some random dude asked to take my photograph. So he took it and put it in a video online. Cant complain. 



One of the most magical places on Earth, Ardshona, an island owned by my boyfriends family (soon to be sold. :'( )














The cutest face on earth.
















Shoal hopping, terrifying (for me) but amazing.








Getting to lay out topless on top of some dudes boat in the middle of lake Huron. Again, can't complain. My tan from this day also, disappeared in a matter of days.



I caught the biggest fish :) 



Finally, the last photograph i've taken this summer (I'm sure there will be plenty more). I made this myself. Started it in june, just finished it a week ago. 


If you've stayed with me this far, thanks. You don't win any prizes or anything.
Life is full of disappointments.


Stay tuned for a collection of all of the pretty nails I did for myself all summer! 
Love you guys<3 

13.5.12

Happy mommas day!

Hey guys! Happy mothers day to all you mothers, mothers of mothers, daughters of mothers who are mothers, and future mothers out there :)

Recently I have developed a strong addiction for a little website called pinterest. Heard of it? Its as addicting as everyone says it is. ANYWAYS. I was checking out the DIY boards the other day when a I stumbled across a "home made self tanner." I don't k ow about you guys, but that's right up my alley. For the longest time I begged my mother to let me get a tanning membership somewhere, but thank god I snapped out of it. Even though my family doesn't have cancer in it really anywhere, tanning beds are still scary things. Not only because they make people look way worse than their pale selves (take a walk through my Highschool hallway-you'll see it all) but because of the terrible terrible damage long term effects tanning beds can have on your skin. Thats plenty enough for me to disagree with them.


To make this home made self tanning lotion at home you need:
Cocoa powder
Vanilla, coconut, or unscented lotion
2 table spoons
A bowl

Put 3 tablespoons of cocoa powder in the bowl, then put 3 table spoons of said lotion in it too. You want one of those three scents otherwise it could come out smelling bad. Mix them together, add more lotion for a lighter tan, add more cocoa for a darker one.
VIOLA! That's all you need to do!

Try it!

1.5.12

Kiss My Lips

My lovely boyfriend stumbled across this gem, and I fell in love with it. Its a fucking awesome song with a fucking awesome beat. Dev is the man!


ALSO!
I am starting my college portfolio/WISE project early. (For those of you who don't know what wise is, basically it's a whole class of independent study) I am going to be making a huge photo book of all different types of people, fat, skinny, short, tall, black, white, and everything in between, dressed in outfits I have styled and put together at all sorts of stores, accessories and all. I am looking for said people to volunteer to be in my photo book. Your name, and what you are wearing will be on your photograph's.

Only having just recently discovered that I want to go to college for this, fashion, and making a statement has always played a major major part in my life, and I am positive this is the right career path for me.

Seriously guys, let me know if you want to help me out, it would mean the WORLD to me. I don't care who you are, how much you weigh, or how "attractive" you are. I need a very diverse selection of body types/ages. It's definitely a cool opportunity. :)

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