I don't know if I should kill myself or whaaaaa

I am currently attempting to stifle back tears. As you all should know by now, Skrillex is pretty much my favorite mammal on this planet besides my cat. His most recently released song "Make it Bun Dem" With Damian Marley is....dare I say it.....bad. Not only does he basically steal his beats from his own previous track, which is actually my favorite song produced by him, (see "Equinox" below) he doesn't even stick to the true reason he made it into the beautiful, sparkly, drug ridden world of EDM: HIS DUBSTEP. It's like after he won his awards (which he deserved one hundred and ten percent, might I add) he felt he could sit back, or in other words "sellout" and create boring shit like the person who signed him, ahem, deadmau5. Hey hey, I'm not saying deadmau5 is bad, but I'm also not saying I own many of his songs, let alone listen to the ones that I do...shit puts me right to sleep. It makes me so damn upset to go from listening to bangarang (which is NOT a very good dub track of his to begin with) on the radio, to this crapola.






ON ANOTHER NOTE::::;;;::;::::
Get your asses out to the Y in Ithaca April 21st-this saturday and dance your asses off, hosted by myself, and my amazing boyfriend Aidan Ames. What if you're going to prom you ask? Prom ends at 10, we go til 12, come dance for two more hours, you know you have it in you ;) And get this- we're trying something new, if you bring a flier to the door, you get 2 bucks off entry, therefore you will only be paying 8!
See all you maniacs there ;)

E.T. Feels Starry Eyed

This song came on shuffle the other day while I was driving, and I thought I'd share it with the world. Its a mashup/ remix by two of my faves: Kap Slap, remixed by 3LAU. Check this shit out.




Sofa king gewd. On another note, wish me luck this weekend guys! I've got a dance competition in Buffalo. :)

JOE BATTAGLIA, THIS IS FOR YOU

He scolded me for not blogging in forever. So. Hi guys. I'm a busy busy bee. As most of you dancers may know, it's competition season. That means Dance> life.
Not to mention i've been doing a lot of laying outside in the sun, as well as hosting dances through a little group called Legend Events, heard of em? ;) They put together sick ass dances with sick ass DJ's around the area. It's a good fuckin time.

CHECK THEM OUT/GET INVOLVED: Facebook, @LEGENDEVENTSINC

 Anywho, this morning, as I was putting in a pair of earrings, I noticed that they were too heavy for my bottom holes and they weighed my ears down and made the hole look stretched. SO, that sucks, and I realized, why don't I just put them in my second holes? I did it, and it covered my bottom piercings right up. For those of you who only have one piercing in your ears, bend them and then put them in. They'll stay up right!

On another note, this is the time of year-maybe a little early, but still seasonally the time of year where bitches be tryin to get their tan on. Being a pasty ghost like I am, laying out in the sun for a week will not give me a tan. Jergens Express tan lotion: my gift from god. So long as you cover yourself FROM HEAD TO TOE (DO NOT MISS A SPOT) it looks amazing. I am very satisfied with this product.

last but not least, I haven't even had the time to download music in forever, but this song came on shuffle today, it's a fuckin jam:

New skrillex, what what?

There's one thing that i've been meanin' to say, if you love something you've got to learn how to give it away.
This song makes me sad.

This is for everyone

Tonight might have been one of the hardest nights I've ever had to live through.

It's one thing if you are sitting with your bestfriend consoling them after having broken up with their boyfriend or girlfriend, but it's a whole other thing when someone very dear to all of the people you love (including yourself) is gone forever. Seeing all of my loved ones tonight, a whole entire community, many communities-crying, mourning the loss of someone so special. It's soul shattering, mind numbing, heart breaking.

It took me until this awful, terrible event, to realize how many people I love in my life, and how many people love me. I thought for the longest time I had no one. I honestly thought no one wanted me. This is really hard to admit publicly, but it's definitely time. Through this horrid situation, it brought me to all the people who truly matter in my life, and taught me to make amends with people who haven't mattered so much as of lately. This is a terrible situation, but our community learned something beautiful from it. To come together and be there for one another. I got hugs tonight from people I hardly know.

I'm writing this post to share how absolutely important every person I know, is to me. You have all touched my heart in some way or another and brought me to where I am today, as a 16 year old girl. I love you all.

RestInPeace

Holding someone, saying "hi" to them in the hallway, letting them copy your math homework before class. We take these things for granted. Someone very special in our community left us yesterday, and I can safely, unfortunately, say that I hadn't gotten the chance to speak with him for quite a long time. This goes to show how for granted everyone takes one another. I will be the first to admit it. Situations like this make me question, is thriving for everyone's attention, for everyone's love a good thing? Should we have so many friends in our life if we can't even keep track of them? I am crying while I write this. This boy was sweet, caring, talented, and above all, inspiring...and I never got the chance to share that with him. He was too young to leave this earth so soon, especially when he had so much going for him. Ive found myself feeling guilty all day. Guilty for smiling, guilty for laughing, guilty for watching my favorite tv shows, but that's not what he would want. He was always smiling and laughing and making jokes of everything, he would want us to be happy. So today, I challenge all of you, send a quick text, an email, write a letter or make a phone call to all of those you care about and just remind them that you love them. That might be the only thing they need to hear.

Jack has touched so many hearts in our whole community. Especially the little town of Dryden.

May you rest in peace Jack Gallagher, and wherever you are, keep doing what you do best.

Fix Your Cracked Lips!

Your lips can get dry, flaky, cracked, etc. during this time of year, being so close to valentines day, thats a major no no, especially when there is such an easy solution to it all that I bet you never considered. (please excuse my run on sentence, I'm in a pinch for time.) After reading my post before, you should all know I SWEAR by exfoliation. So, with that, I'm going to teach you how to exfoliate your lips. This removes all the gross dead extra skin from them, and leaves them luscious and kissable :)

First off, obtain some Vaseline (petroleum jelly)
Second, obtain some sugar. Any kind will do.
Third, mix them together. Just a little bit of Vaseline will do! A little goes a long way. And add a lot of sugar.
Fourth, rub it all over your lips for a little while.
Fifth, either let it sit and let the Vaseline seep into your lips, or rub it all off.
VIOLA, you have beautiful, soft, kissable lips. Just in time for valentines day :)